Please Bear With Me
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Please bear with me when I don't act as bubbly like the usual me.
There are times where I will be crazily bubbly and there will also be time where I just need some silence to find my inner peace. Times like this, I am alright. Don't forget that I am a burst of energy.
Please bear with my anxiety attacks.
Yknow, I have those moments when some sort of unknown emotional just strikes me and god damn it, I have no idea why? This leaves me in much confusion. Don't ask me for details. I don't know how to phrase these feelings out. If you can, just hold me tightly. I will be alright with a nap maybe.
Please bear with my confusion.
I am easily .... confused ???
Which leads to tons and tons of stupid questions or times where I blurt something out even without me realizing.
Please bear with my hectic schedule.
I have my priorities.
Family. Work/Studies. Friends/You
If I ever chose my friends over you, please don't get mad at me.
This bunch ( f w e n s ) has been here for me way before you came into the picture.
There may be times when i double dated that day and sorry, i really don't mean it!!
I AM TRYING MY BEST TO USE A PLANNER NOW!!
Please bear with my distance.
I am someone that can get real clingy at time but then again, I like my space and independence.
Please bear with my dressing.
Not saying I dress weirdly or whatsoever, but yknow, there will be times where I will really dress up for no reason and then again vice versa.
Please bear with my silence.
If i choose to be silence when we are in the midst of an argument, please don't think that I am done with you hence this reaction. It's just me taking my stand back. I don't know how to phrase them like for real. If I send you a text on it, please don't call me to expect me to say them out.
I can't.
It's like my mouth wouldn't want to admit these feelings.
"Please bear with me in a lot of things as I am not easy to be with, but I also promise you tons of things."
http://thoughtcatalog.com/katreena-dei-gauiran/2016/09/to-the-future-love-of-my-life-3/
I promise to be the realest me in front of you.
I will try to break down all my walls. It's not gonna be easy, but because I trust you, I am willing to try.
I promise to share my food with you.
Food is like my ... life.
I promise that you will have my utmost trust.
Erm ... I have no idea how I can prove that I have this amount of trust in you but it's there and will be there till you break it.
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